My love for him

My love for you my baby is the thing that i know the best i go to school and learn things but really at the end of the day i always learning a new way to love you more and more, we joke all the time about you telling me that you come with an instruction manual and im the only one that can understand it or how you say that i am still the most sexiest person that you have never seen and when i am looking at how beautiful another girl is you are still looking right at me! you just sit there and look at me and mention to me how much you love me! and i always say that i love you to but it doesnt seem to be enough you never see me just watch you! but really sometimes when your asleep and i cant sleep because i want to tell you more and more how much i love you but you look so peaceful i watch you! or how when i tell you that i dont want to pet your headie im really just waiting for you to fall asleep anyway so that i can play with your hair!

i dont think you understand how much you make my head spin or how much i wish you could see that i love you! babe you rock my world you make me the person i am you showed me things that i wouldnt have normaly known how to do(for example-cleaning bins) i have never been know to do anything that was like that i was always considered to be preppy but you have made me ad other people notice that im not afraid to get a little down and dirty or even to sweat a little and ill tell ya your the only one who likes the smell of my sweat lol:P babe really all i wanted to say was that i love you and to make sure that the whole world knew it! babe you make me smile you change me you make me wanted to scream on top of a building and tell people how much i love you!

stereo typing

so i havnt talked in here in awhile! but right now im just on a rampage about how i think that our spirit week this week was gay it was all stereo typed! like today we had freaking emo/punk/goth day! like is that not at all stereo typing! like honestly its just got me right mad! n e who! things aregood other then that! i wrote a big ass freaking science test today! and well that likely didnt go to good! and on monday i had to write a geography one and i likely failed that one n e who! well you will ever beleive this but someone in our school is making up romurs about ppl! and they are someone who doesnt want to have any drama in there lives! like honestly if you dont want drama in ur life then dont make stories up like i just dont know people these days! and also another thing ppl when they are told something cant keep their bloody mouth shut as soon as someone hears something they run off and tell someone else even when they were told to keep it a seceret just cuz the person who told them didnt feel like it needed to get around like honest that is one thing that i just totally hate about stupid small towns! hmm what else is news! well i had my first six and under soccer practice this week and it was good they kids are soo cute! its soo unbeleiveable! and well drangon soccer is just lame they have some of us shoal lake ppl on a different team like how does that at all make any sense! im just soo pissy about it nothing is making sense and you would think that they could get there shit together but nooooo that doesnt work everything has got to be up in the air untill when they finally do come to a conclusion it doesnt even make any sense! errr! well i think that is enough ranting about everything that has gone wrong or been done stupid ill let ya know about some of the other things going on! later!

Schoool

Well im at school right now! im supposed to be in math class but im writing my mid term tomorrow so im kinda just chillin right now so that im not so stressed about it! so last night me and court we went on down to Oak River cuz he bro had some baseball thing....it was pretty kickin we went for a drive and then we went to see my wonderful boyfriend haha in the field! it was actually a good time! i dont normaly do things with my friends anymore im always with andy but spending time with court was a good time! missed her lots! somethings just arent the same lately tho so thats kinda crappy things are all changing so fast! so the best thing ever happened i was asking to coach some lil kids soccer so im pretty pumped about that its going to be so cute they are just little tiny things and the ball will be like the size of them!lol:p its going to be so cute! uh what else! oh soccer what a load of crap we have practises on a freaking Friday who does that Friday is the day that i spend with andy and the day that i could possiably get drunk but nooo i gotta go to soccer and then i dont feel like drinking after because im all sleepy and stuff i dunno it just sucks alot of girls are okay with it but me im not i think its just so stupid! and i wish it would die! hahah! well what else! nothing really i miss my boo cuz hes always out farming or something so i dont see him alot but when i do i just remember more and more why i love him so i just wanted to tell the world that i Love Andrew
Laters!

Sick

Well today is a crummy crummy day! it was bad since i didnt get any sleep last night cuz of this stupid cold that i have and i hate it so i stayed home and had a sleep which made me feel better so yeah! last night i went to the strathclair drama production it was good had a good time with andy and frank(andys dad) and granny so it was wicked mandy was awesome in it! and today i have to go and help out the younger kids with soccer so thats pretty darn exciting for me! other then im sick so thats kinda blah! but it should be a good time! not much else to say tho so ill go! later!

April 13

well nothing new has happened in a day! i watched Blood dimond yesterday with andys mom! it was wicked totally loved it! but it was really crazy! and well i thought about my grandpa when i went to bed just because well i dunno just wish i was with him! the movie that me and andy both want to watch came out yesterday i do beleive so thats pretty cool its called disterbia so i hope we go watch that tonight or something! im off to brandon on saturday to do my last day of driving so thats pretty scary because i have never drove in brandon yet....maybe ill just make kyle drive first! lol:p that will work right!
im doing math right now...well kinda not really me and chris arent able to go into the computer room to do our work so we are upstairs in the grade 6 room! its soo crappy up here poor kids i tell ya well...im off just wanted to leave a blog! its time to roll! ill leave another note tomorrow! later

Schoooool!

well im at school right now doing some gay ass math that makes no sense to me what so ever so me and chris have given up untill mr maynes is outta his stupid pre calc class! nothing is really new! first soccer practise today and i totally cant wait! other then im not feeling to hot so i likely wont have to much fun! but we have some new coach! it is crazy! hmmmm what the heck else to say! me and my boo are doing great! justin m moved away to his moms so that was pretty crazy cuz i was just driving with Dave yesterday and then he texted me and told me! i felt so bad about it but i mean if he feels like thas what he wants then thats kool! my sister right now is talking about some gay lil monster thing thats hairy and has man boobs so thats pretty funny! and court well she is just being stupid! but i think that this is enough later

Yeeesh

well yeah okay nothing major has happened in the past few days! i went and watched Blades Of Glory on i think it was thursday night with my boyfriend(love ya babe)and then we went to blains wish was gay i must say! and then on friday night we all went to Sandy Lake to were in which i got really drunk and i am not proud of some of the things i did! but ya know its kool! on satuday i was so sick and had a crazy bad head ache! but o wells i guess and now today it is sunday and i just had the awesomest supper i have had in a while! and yeah now im stuffed to the bones! and im off to see my boo again! haha i hardly ever leave him!....and hes going to be here any min so i better run! laters